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Post by Deena on Jun 3, 2013 18:00:03 GMT -5
Simple question: You lied to me, and even faked a screenshot. You were nice to me one minute, then a psychotic bitch the next. You got as far as you did by stepping on other people. Exactly why did you lie and backstab so much, especially when you knew you'd need people's votes on jury?
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Post by Deleted on Jun 3, 2013 18:29:51 GMT -5
Denna, If you read my opening statement, my rites to passage and my essay (to Butch), I clearly explained why I lied you. But to since you asked, I will extract the reason from the essay why I lied to you. AT A CROSSROADS Fast forwarding to an hour before Butch’s tribal, Joanna told Jeanne about Deena’s attempt of forming a final four deal with Ryan and Butch. Deena invited Joanna to be part of the alliance. Next thing that happened was Deena messaged Jeanne enquiring about her position in this game and Jeanne decided right then to play her to get information out of her. As it turned out, she wanted Jeanne to team up with herself, Ryan and Butch. Then Jeanne heard a different thing from Butch that Shawna, Deena and Ryan are voting with him. This was when her paranoia hit its peak and she decided to play them all and blindside Butch. And worst, they were targeting Heidi. Jeanne went out on a limb to save Heidi without giving it a second thought that her action will possibly affect two people’s (Deena and Butch) opinion about her as a person and a player. Had Jeanne played with her integrity prior to this tribal, the game would’ve taken a different turn for sure, one not in favor of Jeanne. Another reason is, you wanted to ally with two men and make a big move like a half hour or so before the tribal council. That didn't give me enough time to process the whole strategy and you approached Joanna before me and also the fact that we couldn't communicate effectively earlier because of your hectic work schedule (and you are not to be blamed for that). Then Butch telling me about Shawna voting with you guys. So yes, I got paranoid and I did what I did. As for the fake screenshot, the screenshot wasn't fake. I did submit the vote for Heidi (my voting thread still shows that I "edited" the vote along with time and date) to take the screenshot and then I changed it to Butch. I did this because I was with no immunity at that tribal and you mentioned about Shawna planing on voting me out. So the last thing I want to do is to make you guys uncomfortable and get blindsided. I've seen that scenario happen on Survivor several times. Again, I lied and backstabbed only two people that's Shawna and You, not people but only two players. Only other person I lied to was Butch which I explained in his essay. I've already covered my reason why I was part of "sacrificing Shawna" voting strategy in Shawna's thread. As for you I just explained why above. I knew that lying and backstabbing you and Shawna will cost me two votes. Since it's your question, I am going to focus on why I lied/backstabbed you knowing I need your vote in the end. Put yourself in my position and take into consideration you (Jeanne) and I (Deena) didn't have effective communication but we did try our best to communicate. Will you blindly trust me (Deena) when I come up with a plan of final four with Ryan and Butch like half hour before the tribal, this message appears in your inbox after a week or so without any communication between us?? What will you do? Your ally Joanna gave you a heads up that I (Deena) approached her with the same alliance. Our goal was to get rid of men, as first priority, then start playing our gameplay and I believed you were on board with that but I was proved wrong. Remember this Deena, I was the only player who made an attempt to form a friendship with you this season from day one, if you can go through our message thread. I tried my damn best to get acquainted with you and the was all me, the true me. And the lack of communication. If we had a solid communication on regular base like I did with Heidi, I would have talked you out of making such ridiculous final four deal with men. I sure would have done that. I am not proud of lying to you and I messaged you regretting about me lying to you. I am sorry I lied and backstabbed you but I am not the reason why you are a part of the jury.
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Post by Jenna on Jun 3, 2013 19:05:54 GMT -5
Jeanne, it's funny how you kept saying you backstabbed only Deena and Shawna but failed to acknowledge that you backstabbed me as well. That shows how despicable you are and how you do not fully admit your mistakes. Pride will come before a fall.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 3, 2013 19:32:39 GMT -5
Jenna, my attempts to explain you why I lied and backstabbed you led you call me names. So why should I still go on apologizing to you when you still don't accept my apology or my reasoning. Seriously, let it go Jenna. I am not bitter at you as you are at me. I shall remember the good times we spent together in this game, not the bitter ones. Yes, I feel like a jerk for backstabbing you but it was all because of my wrong assumption that you had f2 with shawna. People are liable to make wrong assumptions and I did and I regret doing it. There I've said it. And I shall not go on repeating this in every other jury thread you whine/*itch about me.
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Post by Jenna on Jun 3, 2013 19:37:12 GMT -5
Jeanne, all I am asking is that you be sincere in your owning up and not just some half-hearted attempt to win jury votes. I already said you made a huge mistake in thinking that I betrayed you or backstabbed you in any way. And I appreciate that you did mention it in your closing statement. In any case, good luck to you. You played a good game and yes I will remember our good times together!
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Post by Deleted on Jun 3, 2013 19:40:27 GMT -5
If I am not sincere then why did I own it up for lying/betraying/backstabbing in my opening statement and in probably most of the jury thread???
Anyways, thanks for your wishes.
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